So i've been having a crazy life as normal... i don't have internet so it makes it difficult to blog. but let me express my love for lindsay and her 3 children. They are the highlight of my day and the thing i look forward to when i've had a bad day. I want to say i wish more people were as honest and simple as kids because it would save time and effort of fretting over stupid shit...and also they usually love without question which would be a nice change also. As for what else is going on i'm sick of drama that is the game of dating...yes that's right the game. and i'm sick of playing! i'm taking my toys and going home!!

I just don't know...

how long can it go on
how long can i hide it
there isn't much left in me
to fight what i am feeling
and should i fight for what i think is right
or should i fight for what i think i need
or should i fight for anything at all?
is fighting the answer
or let fate have it's course...
i just don't really know anymore
what is needed
what is wanted
or what could be...

i caved...

alright so my friend lindsay has convienced me that i need to start a blog...and i have a hard time saying no to peer pressure especially when it's from her so... here it is my little place in the internet world where you can hear about whatever it is i have to say about anything!! :)