I just don't know...

how long can it go on
how long can i hide it
there isn't much left in me
to fight what i am feeling
and should i fight for what i think is right
or should i fight for what i think i need
or should i fight for anything at all?
is fighting the answer
or let fate have it's course...
i just don't really know anymore
what is needed
what is wanted
or what could be...

i caved...

alright so my friend lindsay has convienced me that i need to start a blog...and i have a hard time saying no to peer pressure especially when it's from her so... here it is my little place in the internet world where you can hear about whatever it is i have to say about anything!! :)